May you rise as an evil storm born to rip them open

I want to finger paint, watch Benny and Joon, Mozart and the Whale, The Breakfast Club, and Elephant all day. Go on a road trip, go to the adventure science center, have a tea party, go to the lake, run through a car wash, dress up and eat at an old country restaurant, build a fort, walk through a small town with history and culture like Bellbuckle, fall asleep, wake up and snuggle up with him every morning, change someones life, spend an entire month in disney world, oh gosh my list goes on and on.

A night with the best. Excited? Yessssssss. :)

Time keeps painting my darling

So I have started reading Go Ask Alice. Evan really bought for me, I have been reading it nonstop. I love it so much and I am so happy he bought it for me..even though I do feel bad. He's the best. I am going to Motlow today to register for fall classes, I'll have to re-take a few. I'm nervous about going back, I don't know if I'm ready but I know if I don't I'll probably never go back so I have to force myself. I've been worrying so much the past two weeks. Rumor got started and it has made me so scared. I mean I trust Evan to an extent but I don't trust him fully. I've never had a stable guy in my life..they always leave or are never around. I have terrible trust issues and he knows that. I can tell it hurts him that I don't trust him. I'm not going to let a rumor ruin what we have, I finally found something worth keeping and he makes me the happiest girl alive. But worrying ruins my happiness so I really have to stop that. So I'm pretty sure I'm going to see Drop Dead Gorgeous and He is Legend at Rocketown on the 1st. Super stoked! Drop Dead Gorgeous is amazing live and I've always wanted to see He is Legend. I have found a beautiful song..Garden's Tale by Volbeat. It's seriously beautiful and some of the lyrics are in danish. :)

Imens står solen over højen
Han mindes den sommer hvor hun strålede
Forsvandt i haven grøn, og træernes sang hun fandt

Have you ever danced with the Devil in the pale moon light?

This is my first post so a little bit about myself..
I have lived in the same house in a small town outside the city all my life. My family and friends are my entire world, mess with them and it will be your death wish. I have an amazing boy in my life, Evan. I like nonsense. I game out like a total nerd and would probably kick your ass at halo. 96% of my friends are of the male gender. Anything to deal with abandoned places, serial killers or urban exploration fascinates me. I am taken with anything Lewis Carroll and am completely obsessed with Alice in Wonderland. Gloomy weather gives me butterflies. I go to way too many concerts, music makes up most of days. I am easily amused and fascinated by almost everything. Tattoos and piercings make me very happy. I'm very laid back. I have a very strong back bone. Sarcasm is my second language and I'm a huge perv. I sound like a duck if you poke my tummy sides. I am unable to burp, well I may burp only two times a year..that's it..sad really. I will make you laugh, and you will probably make me laugh with hardly any effort. I like interesting people and strange conversations. I spend a lot of time at my grandpa's nursery or at our cabin at the lake. I make a lot of weird noises. I love being outside and going on adventures. Late night drives make me very happy and I love to be in a big city. I'm a country girl at heart and probably always will be.

I really need to go register for school within the next few days and sign up for classes, shew. I finally got back on adderall and bc. This summer is fantastic so far and I am content with everything. I just really wish I had a puppy.