say you're canadian..it helps

Guess who's going to Disney World in February?...........
ME AND EVAN that's who! :)
Words can't even describe how happy and excited I am!
Oh my gosh. Splash Mountain, The Haunted Mansion, all the countries in Epcot! all the motion rides, Swiss family Robinson tree house! the dinosaur ride, a bugs life show, the parade at night, I could go on forever! And he has never been so I'm really happy he's going with me his first time..I mean I have been seven times haha. :) I'm so stoked.

Yesterday was absolutely horrible. I didn't take my adderall Saturday and Sunday..I know I know bad Brittany..so yesterday I was BLAH all day. And to make it worse I hit a dog. I cried for an hour! I stopped and apologized for 10 minutes and asked her if there was anything I could do. I still feel horrible. But accidents happen I guess.

I really want to go to a titans game really bad, I need to talk to my dad about letting me have the two passes. I still can't believe he sold two seats, ugh. But atleast we still have two season tickets..50 yard line club level. Whoop whoop.
Halloween is just around the corner.. :)

Well I'm going to start studying my biology for the exam tomorrow, yikes.
Love.

Happy birthday my love

Happy Birthday Spencer, my hero, my "Chinkie."
I love and miss you so much.
One day we will be able to drink mountain dew and eat
gummi bears again until we get sick.
I can still hear your song.

Close my eyes forever

So school is going great, well besides music class. I didn't get my workbook until yesterday so I've already missed two assignments which sucksssss but I'll make it up somehow. Music was the only class I had today and all we did was take some test that doesn't count as a grade and watch a 9/11 memorial video which was really sad. I almost got teary eyed. But we only stayed in there for a good 30 minutes. So I pretty much wasted a little gas, oh well.

Psyclon Nine is next week and I'm so excited I can hardly hold it in and another thing..we can go to two concerts during this semester and it add points to our grade in music class! Heck yes! Of course you had to do this concert report but hey, two concerts that I can get graded for! :)

I really am thinking about getting a half sleeve..I want one so bad but I'm gonna have to make sure it won't interfere with my future job and so forth. In my opinion it shouldn't matter if a person has tattoos or piercings, its about how they do their job. Image has nothing to do with it but i I guess image matters nowadays.

Me and Evan are a lot better. I'm gonna have to try not to worry so much about everything. He means so much to me and I do love him. I just hope he can go to disney world with me, mom and Ash. I really don't know if I could go without someone..I would have to stay with mom and Ash the entire time at Nationals and I couldn't go to the parks as much as I want to plus Evan has never been and its a really good deal. $430 for a 4 night/5 day stay, park tickets for those days, two dinners and I forgot how much else comes with that. Yeah a good deal if you ask me. And if I don't go this time I can't go until I graduate college, I'm doing good getting to go this time because of my classes. He said if he can't then we would go to Gatlinburg sometime next year which is great but it can't compete with disney world, come on.

Well I'm rambling and I need to start on my algebra work so I won't have to do it this weekend.

Love, B.Marie.

skulls

Life is good. :)

we're not in wonderland anymore alice

Its about time for an update.
School starts Monday and I am too nervous, I've enjoyed my break way too much. I'm sure I am ready though, I'm not taking that many classes and I quit my job so I have lots of time to study. Inglorious Basterds was really good, it just sucks The Collector isn't playing anywhere and they already have the poster for Alice in Wonderland up! :)
Everything is perfect.

This explains it

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Fuck my life.

Under the rose

So I finally quit the awful waffle, about time huh? I start school the 31st and I'm so nervous but excited at the same time.
So I went to get an ultrasound on my gallbladder Monday, they called yesterday and said I have to come back in for more tests..I wish they would just get this over with. My doctor gave me some pills to help with the pain but they're not helping anymore at all. Its really starting to bother me, I just don't want to hurt anymore.
Sunday was my birthday and I had a good time. I'm glad I got to spend all day with Evan also. I don't have my puppy yet though. Come to find out I have to get a female instead of a male because we already have a male in the house so I have to pay an extra $100 more, ugh.
I really want to be at the lake today.

Bittersweet

Why is everything bad happening in just two days..I can't take it.
Happy birthday to me..

Heartworm

Just a few more months. :)))

Watch out, you'll end up like Alice

Guess who's becoming obsessed with warcraft..oh no. :)

So Import Alliance was fun, not gonna lie. It was so hot though! Me and Evan both got sunburned and I'm starting to peel, blah. Me, Ashlyn, mom, Cece, Chuck, Kade and Bradley went to the aquarium yesterday. I had a fun tim besides the fact that Kade whined the entire time. I love him to death but shewwwwwww. The preview for Alice in Wonderland is out now and I'm getting more excited day by day.
Well I'm gonna play more warcraft and stuff.

Loveeeeeeeee. :)

gone with the sun

This man is a pure musical genius and I simply adore him.

dream with your eyes open

I hate cramps and bloating! Ah! Why am I watching Sex and the City..I never watch this show..ever. I can't eat but I am in love with the song 'For You' by HIM. And I get to see Evan at 7:00. :) I really do wish I had my own place. Oh and I registered for classes! I'm taking Biology, Algebra, History 2 and Music. I'm so excited! Haha I just love going school supplies shopping. I wish I could find something to eat but nothing sounds good. I'm gonna go soak in a bath.

Love me jaded

I'm so glad we're home and that mom's surgery went well. And I'm also glad to have real food instead of hospital food, yuck. It was hard seeing my mom after surgery, I seriously broke down in front of her. I'm just so used to seeing her strong and taking care of everyone..seeing her so weak really got to me. She's better now thank God. I'm so excited to see Harry Potter this weekend! :) I really need to go back to the old me, the old giddy me. I need to stop worrying. And my mouth is hurting like crazy still. Watching Raising Helen now.

Chase this light with me

Tomorrow is my mom's surgery and my nerves are shot to hell. I really do think she will come through with flying colors but surgery in general just scares me. I hate it. Me, mom, Ashlyn, Grandma and dad are going to Nashville tomorrow and staying there over night. My mouth hurts so bad. I should probably get it looked at, it hurts where my wisdom teeth were, eeeeeesh. So only one more month left at the awful waffle, I'm so stoked! I'm excited for school to start too but nervous at the same time. I really need to stop worrying so much. A big part of me knows Evan would never cheat on me but I still get worried sometimes. I've just never felt this way about someone..ever. He makes me so happy and inspires me to be better. I was truly blessed with him. I really hope we can get breakfast in the morning, look at me talking about food, geez. I'm hungry but I need to wait til the morning. My mouth is hurting so I'm gonna take a pain pill, get in bed, turn on my new awesome fan and hit the sack. Sweetest dreams and goonight.

Catch me

I need to get away.

Rock with you

I have cried my eyes out since I watched the funeral of the MJ. He was truly a legend. Too bad the media killed his reputation. Now he can rest in peace.

You are my mystery

I'd never gone with the wind, just let it flow. Let it take me where I want to go to. You open the door there's so much more. I've never seen it before, always trying to fly but I couldn't find wings. But you came along and you changed everything.

Faithfully

I am finally getting to watch Ink Heart and with Evan too. :) I had a lot of fun today. After Evan got off work we went to eat at Chicken Chef since I have never been there, weird I know then went to Rock Island to cook out with his family. His nephews are the greatest. My mom has to have surgery soon, I'm really starting to worry about it but I know that she will feel a lot better and she won't have to suffer. I really want to go to an old book shop. Time to enjoy Ink Heart. :)

May you rise as an evil storm born to rip them open

I want to finger paint, watch Benny and Joon, Mozart and the Whale, The Breakfast Club, and Elephant all day. Go on a road trip, go to the adventure science center, have a tea party, go to the lake, run through a car wash, dress up and eat at an old country restaurant, build a fort, walk through a small town with history and culture like Bellbuckle, fall asleep, wake up and snuggle up with him every morning, change someones life, spend an entire month in disney world, oh gosh my list goes on and on.

A night with the best. Excited? Yessssssss. :)

Time keeps painting my darling

So I have started reading Go Ask Alice. Evan really bought for me, I have been reading it nonstop. I love it so much and I am so happy he bought it for me..even though I do feel bad. He's the best. I am going to Motlow today to register for fall classes, I'll have to re-take a few. I'm nervous about going back, I don't know if I'm ready but I know if I don't I'll probably never go back so I have to force myself. I've been worrying so much the past two weeks. Rumor got started and it has made me so scared. I mean I trust Evan to an extent but I don't trust him fully. I've never had a stable guy in my life..they always leave or are never around. I have terrible trust issues and he knows that. I can tell it hurts him that I don't trust him. I'm not going to let a rumor ruin what we have, I finally found something worth keeping and he makes me the happiest girl alive. But worrying ruins my happiness so I really have to stop that. So I'm pretty sure I'm going to see Drop Dead Gorgeous and He is Legend at Rocketown on the 1st. Super stoked! Drop Dead Gorgeous is amazing live and I've always wanted to see He is Legend. I have found a beautiful song..Garden's Tale by Volbeat. It's seriously beautiful and some of the lyrics are in danish. :)

Imens står solen over højen
Han mindes den sommer hvor hun strålede
Forsvandt i haven grøn, og træernes sang hun fandt

Have you ever danced with the Devil in the pale moon light?

This is my first post so a little bit about myself..
I have lived in the same house in a small town outside the city all my life. My family and friends are my entire world, mess with them and it will be your death wish. I have an amazing boy in my life, Evan. I like nonsense. I game out like a total nerd and would probably kick your ass at halo. 96% of my friends are of the male gender. Anything to deal with abandoned places, serial killers or urban exploration fascinates me. I am taken with anything Lewis Carroll and am completely obsessed with Alice in Wonderland. Gloomy weather gives me butterflies. I go to way too many concerts, music makes up most of days. I am easily amused and fascinated by almost everything. Tattoos and piercings make me very happy. I'm very laid back. I have a very strong back bone. Sarcasm is my second language and I'm a huge perv. I sound like a duck if you poke my tummy sides. I am unable to burp, well I may burp only two times a year..that's it..sad really. I will make you laugh, and you will probably make me laugh with hardly any effort. I like interesting people and strange conversations. I spend a lot of time at my grandpa's nursery or at our cabin at the lake. I make a lot of weird noises. I love being outside and going on adventures. Late night drives make me very happy and I love to be in a big city. I'm a country girl at heart and probably always will be.

I really need to go register for school within the next few days and sign up for classes, shew. I finally got back on adderall and bc. This summer is fantastic so far and I am content with everything. I just really wish I had a puppy.